negativity
Tuesday, January 10th, 2006sigh
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these days i sigh over the smallest of things
maybe it’s because i have a cold that won’t go away
or maybe it’s because i don’t have ample sleep
or maybe it’s because i feel lethargic all the time and hadn’t exercised in ages
or maybe it’s because another bout of assignments have burdened me
or maybe it’s because dear friends are leaving one after another
or maybe it’s because i am afraid
afraid of spirits that show themselves in my camera
afraid of being all alone
afraid of doing stupid things and have people realize it
afraid of being too afraid … in the end i waste alot of time
sigh.
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i should do some work.
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sigh.
