Archive for April, 2006

what do u think?

Sunday, April 30th, 2006

i’m usually not vry enthusiastic about anything at all… i dun c myself as a highly bubbly, charismatic, energetic, happy-go-lucky girl.. and yet i’m always changing… it takes me half the time i’m around to really mix around and feel comfortable with the people in my class-like in form4 2003i’m really quiet coz i still dunno everybody~ but in form5 2004i feel comfortable and am not too shy anymore~ funny how an hour with my old autograph book can bring back so many memories and stuff ^^ i used to like anime alot! i’d draw and draw and draw and draw useless stuff in my free time(i call em useless and throw them away so nobody ever saw my drawings last time :p)~ now i hardly ever have any free time duing my semesters.. it’s only during holidays like right now that i can doodle about~ "play" friendster..blablabla…

and anime’s not my main love("main love" sounds lame but i can’t think of other phrases)now~ it’s DONG BANG SHIN KI a.k.a. TVfXQ!!! the korean super idol, 5-member acapella dance group with extremely good looks and even better voices!!! and my fav member is the ravishing Choi Kang (Max) Shim Chang Min on my display picture… i can easily imagine any of their songs playing in my head.. not a day goes by without playing TVXQ songs on my computer… my favourite past time right now is actually dowloading TVfXQ stuffs from the net… but shh! dun tell my mom, coz i’m supposed to be doing my model and other homework.

sheesh the deadline is so far away i feel like slacking! gosh i shouldn’t be so lazy.. but then laziness is essentially my nature and inherited trait >.< why am i still sitting here doing nothing?!
i guess i just wanna rant abit .. after all, i feel like i have alot of free time right now… i even bought 2 books from MPH the other day and devoured one of them already~neh, Dan Brown’s Deception Point. it features NASA, politics and a bit of bio! nothing on christianity la~not that i mind anyway, his books are always so intelligent and captivating. maybe he’s insanely good at copy-pasting… i don’t care as long as i’m entertained.

recently my closest college friends have all got themselves boyfriends~ and i mean recently as in the few months from january till now… i’m afraid i’ll be quiet lonely again in the future… but never mind, i’m always like that… in the end i’ll be venturing out all alone anyway, like how i first started at form 1 at SMDJ or sem1 at Taylors… although many of my Yuk Chai friends are destined to go to DJ like me, i ended up in a class where i knew nobody at all.. oh, except yee ping! she’s such a good friend! and she’s in australia’s university of newcastle right now doing medicine, thanks to her brilliance and hard work.^^ must advertise abit, coz i like her very much-dun get me wrong, i’m not lesbian (i’m not sure "lesbian"’s a verb or noun so i simply use la).. wow if i wanna praise all my friends and cousins and brother i’ll need some 5 hours… … … lazy la!!!….

… gotta sleep now.. i must appreciate the time i have now and sleep as soundly as possible :p bye~
i hope i’ll dream of TVfXQ again and not some stupid confusing dream like those i always have >><<

wanna noe bout my first dream of TVXQ?oh my god i think this topic is like damn mundane~ no la i dun wanna be so lame or "wu liao"…. ok ok i go to sleep :p