seriously, sem 4 is so screwish
————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————– please, if you have something else to do, don’t read my blog————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————– I feel like a failure. All my ideas are lame - my design studio lecturer kindly tells me that my design is very literal … After the interview session this afternoon I’ve been thinking (miserably) that ALL my works this semester are crap. The 1st presentation for Architecture History, I wasn’t given a chance to present properly due to the lack of time. The 1st assignment for AutoCAD 3D was .. well i thought that the only good thing about our improved work is that the video transitions matched the music. The 1st project in studio, I got a really poor result and my actual model went missing and I can’t find it. The 1st test I sat for, I knew I didn’t do very well but I didn’t expect all those answers to be wrong. The later assignments were no good either. i’m not blaming my charming team mates, i’m just frusturated with myself. am i really that difficult and stupid? has my brain malfunctioned? when i read novels these days i no longer need a dictionary but when i have to talk about my design i struggle for words. i sleep too much. i waste many hours doing unnecessary stuff. i am still unsure how to spell unnecessary. gosh i really feel stupid. i want to blurt all this out the moment i formulated these words on the way home just now. that’s the reason why i’m typing this right now instead of doing my assignments. i feel horrible!!!!! (I typed this at 8pm, but Friendster has problems posting it up for me =.= ) I know it’s no use pouting over the past and I must move on and try to do better next time. I think I must’ve offended a spirit during these two Chinese 7th months … oh shoot I just realised I’ve forgotten to pray before dinner…
September 20th, 2006 at 5:03 am
Don’t worry so much! Ur definitely not stupid! Just believe in urself and things will turn out better!
Dun call urself stupid…..cuz it makes me feel dumb! haahaa…..anyways, good luck with this difficult sem 4 of yours! n show ur lecturers ur best!! Ganbatte! Fighting!!!
September 20th, 2006 at 6:24 am
You mentioned
“i’m just frusturated with myself. am i really that difficult and stupid? has my brain malfunctioned?…”
“.. i waste many hours doing unnecessary stuff. i am still unsure how to spell unnecessary. gosh i really feel stupid.”
” i feel horrible!!!!! ”
*sobbed* I also find myself so lost ryt now. Where’s the Me before? Wht happened to me? Its just not me.. I didn’t do well in one of my test and Im nw struggling 2do my practical reports and crazy assignment.. I guessed my brain has started to malfunction and deteriorate.. Wht happened to me le? ArghhHHHH….. Frustrated!!!! ARghhhHHH… To make things worst, Im having flue and slight fever now.. Arghh… God, do I deserve this? Why? ..
Sobbed..
September 21st, 2006 at 8:49 am
i sleep too much. i waste many hours doing unnecessary stuff. i am still unsure how to spell unnecessary.
this just made me cracked up!!~XDXD
gah…who doesn’t feel stupid…i can’t even find the right words to present n kena shoot like hell by TWO architects!!~
T.T
i guess this sem we r made of screws & nuts
T.T
September 22nd, 2006 at 10:56 am
We are just wonderfull students. And no doubt we need sleep, we are lack of it, without sleep we cant think properly or act well. Trust me your under stressed. Maybe you should do what you like alot and the next day ideas comes in non stop.
Im into big trouble this semester aswell, its not made of screws and nuts .. more likely to say it driving us crazy WITH the nutcracks in our brains.
Its sucky but what can we do? Move on
nothing less nothing more..
September 23rd, 2006 at 2:19 pm
thanks for your comments. i think my reverse psychology works very well. i told people if u have something to do please don’t read and u all read =.=” i’m sure u all had something to do but still read =.=’ oi bu ting hua!!!!LOL~ anyway yeah sem 4… lets go through it together with an open mind … i get it now…