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i love the 13th and 14th of October this year, it’s given me so many opportunities to train myself.

firstly i train my physical strength by doing a lot of work(in my humble opinion) for the Hilton Xmas train project on site as well as transporting goods. my efforts are not relatively significant but i kinda overstretched myself without realizing it

i also trained my navigation skills around the roads between college and Hilton while looking for 7 elevens as well as in Hilton itself from the parking lot to the work site - i’m bad at directions

my emotional control got trained as well watching the Life Sdn. Bhd. play regarding breast cancer. luckily my mom accompanied me to watch. it’s so touching

trained my patience waiting for heroes to finish downloading .. lol

exercised my hand-eye-brain coordination playing the piano, transposing scores, while listening to my dear teacher talk about vegetable prices

restrained myself from thinking obsessively about WEST (heroes)

forced myself to squeeze in time to do work for hilton and college assignments

suppressed disappointment for … well alot of little, unimportant things. it’s ok, you people gave me a nice chance to exercise my open-mindedness and forgiveness. thank you very much i just hope whoever reads this will read it with an equally open mind and not think that i’m typing this out of selfish anger or anything. i owe alot of people alot of things, i’m grateful to alot of people for alot of things, i really wish i can say alot of things to these people. things like THANK YOU, I LOVE YOU, TAKE CARE… for i never know what will happen tomorrow. NO IM NOT FEELING SUICIDAL …

ahh typing all that exercised my fingers as well .. lol. i’m glad at least i’ve penned my thoughts somewhere so i won’t forget today. my memory is so sucky nowadays :p

i can’t believe that i chose my beauty sleep over my interim crit submission worth 10% marks last night and this morning UHHHHH so sick of myself pigging out on the sofa, the sofa, the floor, my room sofa…! in the end i managed to put together some abysmal drawings and an even more pathetic model for submission, but i was some 3 1/2 hours late!!!! lalala.
we went to PJ hilton for buka puasa dinner. free. coz we’re in the xmas train project.
we’re like a bunch of kids just going there to have fun coz we played with gummy bears and took lotsa photos and jiunn’s unnecessary screams … lol
see my facebook account for the photos. ashley’s DSLR photos are even better :p

i_wanna_go_shopping_liao~ l_a_z_y!!!!
plus it’s my brother’s birthday tomorrow - uh i mean today 11th oct. he wants some weird sports thingy to train his leg muscles o.0  ….. okay i shall try to get it .. but no guarantees k… hehehe…

being_lame_helps_me_keep_awake_but_once_my_mind_shuts_down_stubbornly_aaargh!!there goes a few hours wasted in sleeping. aaargh homework still not done.

btw i had THE BEST DREAM EVER last night (the 1st time i fell asleep on the sofa)
we were holidaying in some forest retreat house and we’re about to have sweet snacks upstairs in the master bedroom coz keong bought lotsa chocs & candy (-.-") and suddenly we’re in this huge hot air balloon and i was telling carine how i wish to climb up those ropes (o.0") then before that i had a wild experience driving a mercedes convertible - and turned into the wrong lane going the opposite direction and dunno y i’m driving from the back seat and there’re alot of ppl in front blocking… gosh!! and i dreamt that we’re watching a tv drama and the main character just found out that…. okay okay too much!!! i woke up in complete confusion and my mom bluffed me that my nose turned black in colour. my brother convinced me, saying it’s like someone punched me. pointed out the "spot" for me. had to run to the mirror to check while my mom laughed and laughed -.-"
okay it’s not the best dream ever but it did kinda fulfill a few of my wishes like driving the mes and going on a holiday and watching tv - do you know that i have not touched a tv remote since first week of july?! and that i still haven’t watched TRANSFORMERS?! lol and it’s NOT because i’m a sluggish little slug -.-"

This is a song i’ll never fully understand.. but i feel so much empathy for..

Minnie Driver - Learn to be lonely (Phantom of the Opera credits-roll song)

Child of the wilderness

Born into emptiness

Learn to be lonely

Learn to find your way in darkness

Who will be there for you

Comfort and care for you

Learn to be lonely

Learn to be your one companion

Never dreamed, out in the world

There are arms to hold you

You’ve always known

Your heart was on it’s own

So laugh in your loneliness

Child of the wilderness

Learn to be lonely
Learn how to love

Life that is lived alone

Learn to be lonely

Life can be lived

Life can be loved

Alone

quite sad right? but the song is so beautiful *_*

[[xmas train]]

production lousy. time management lousy. supervision on others zero. result: painted less than half the fortress, pyramid haven’t start. my friend’s models in the same room got destroyed by unsupervised moving of models and utilisation of the same tables. WHY CANT THE JUNIORS WORK UPSTAIRS?! their studios are at the 3rd floor! The desert items are way too huge to be moved up and down so we did our work on the floor where we don’t disturb anybody. geez. I feel so horrible seeing so many models just carelessly lying around the site models, wondering how it happened. So sorry to my friends! They’ll think it’s all our fault … well it really is anyway.. T.T

[[pot-luck dinner]]
WONDERFUL~ i miss all my DJ friends
THANKS FOR THE FOOD
thanks for taking photos
such a short time! aih. didn’t get to ‘talk properly’ and let many ‘angels passing’ moments happen. omg that strawberry cheesecake was really really good..
i like the others too … heehee. pity i got full too fast.
my friends are all so nice and smart and everything. i really miss being with them in DJ last time! Thanks  Kwok Wei for hosting the dinner :p paiseh I didn’t bring anything except my luggage there..

saya orang suka random & lame______________________

first off, i didn’t finish the book in one shot, i had alot of other things to do like shouting at people to go to the library and narrowly missing cars and post on the highway. my bro told me his friends finished it in half a day and i was just stumped. -____________-

but i really love the book and the way everything’s turned out and all …
gee i feel kinda scared revealing information after reading it …
harry potter and the deathly hallows..

diary entry of tuesday, 24th july 2007
today i drove to college alone for the 3rd time. but it’s the 1st time i’m actually driving alone to really go to college and attend classes. and it’s also the 1st time i’ve parked out in the open (RM4.00 that one). considering that i’ve obtained my license so damn long ago and even my P has expired … all that is just so pathetic. i drove my friends to taylors subang to get uni application forms from taylors placement center and then esther drove us to pyramid and then i drove them back to college. oh yea we ate lunch at mcD’s drive-in. we went for a bit of shopping at pyramid and i bought the cutest and brightest t-shirt ever!!! yay!!!

after doing abit of library book-searching and photostating and driving all the way home in semi-madness, i sat down to read the book (stopped at chapter 20 previously) and ….

i almost cried when dobby died

she took away fred weasley, my most most most favourite character in the book (1st runner up is george, it is a close call.) but i didn’t feel anything about it.

the ending seemed kinda fake and all those new children’s names confuse me a little.
i’ve read a fan fiction on snape like weeks before the book was launched. now that the real version - jk rowling’s version -  of snape has finally been revealed…
gosh i feel that he’s so nice after all. i was not wrong to think that the younger snape in the movie actually was good-looking. too bad i only got to catch glimpses of him in a few seconds.

ron and hermione’s kiss was abit fake to me too.

harry finally seemed like a true hero. wow, he blew me away. at least, the writing of his adventures and blablabla did. damn good la this rowling … haiyo.. damn good la the harry…

u know at first the book seemed so depressing to me coz so many people were dying and the 3 main characters just camped around with very little security and ideas on what to do …
but once harry got some clues and help from snape (and ron) the story’s got incredible and unstoppable to read. especially the part where hogwarts became a battleground and all the teachers came to life. so geng…
lupin died!!! why?!!!

why did the spiders attack the innocent .. or the school.. ? where did they all go ?..

malfoy damn the *toooooooooooot*  but luckily his parents spared harry’s life or something. at least narcissa did.

i think the reason why dolores umbrige was so horrible coz she was controlled by voldy mouldy as well… she wore the locket, which was a Horxcrux right? gosh why can’t i spell it right…

MY RIGHT EYE TERKENA LIQUID SOAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T.T i was so scared i went blind. i dropped eyemo and it stung even worse. now it’s clouding up. i’m scared.

the following text was typed before the clock struck midnight

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ok i think i failed my organ exam again, this morning i just … either i’m not in the mood or i’m plain lousy at it. zzzzpt i don’t wanna say anymore

i’ve spent the whole day after that kinda moaning about it … suffering from a short (SHORT) bout of cold resulting from that mere 10 minute’s contact with Mrs.Examiner_02. Also searched the net for pics for reference for drawing the ‘artist’s impression’ for the train model competition (seems like there’re too many ‘for’s in there), drew some doodles and abit of the Silver Surfer (yay i barely know him but now i’m drawing him -..-)

watched Pirates of the Carribean: At World’s End(the 3rd movie) with Jiunn, Feli, Keong, Shien, Thomas & Mr. Woon (who generously booked and paid for our tics) at The Curve there~forgot the name~ wow the movie’s not bad.. I didn’t watch the 2nd movie coz i bought a pirated DVD with horrible quality. aaah Orlando Bloom ~ kakoii! why do i appreciate his prettiness only after watching the 3rd pirates movie?(in LOTR i got attracted to Hobbit Frodo) ha ha isn’t it weird

After watching we ate supper … suffering from indigestion right now!too full… gotta continue my drawing XP

have i posted about the trip to Redang Island already?it’s a 3D2N holiday with my college friends right after our last piece of assignment deadline. so much fun. everyone don’t go to Redang in case it gets more and more polluted…! :p the beach is seriously beautiful!

JPJ office’s metal railing is wobbling pathetically, a result of millions of fat people leaning onto it for years.

To get your driver’s license renewed in a short amount of time:-

1. wake up VERY early like 6am if u live in sungai buloh.

2. reach there about 7.30am to get good carpark

3. oh yea bring a book to read or something while waiting for the office to open.

4. office opens around 8.15am (may be earlier), get number from counter

5. wait for number to be called. (should take about 15 minutes)

6. throw your old license and a photo at the lady behind the counter. license is renewed in less than 8 minutes.

perhaps u have to go on friday or to the PJ JPJ office near mahkamah, near Armada, near PJ hilton. there’s also an LRT station but i dunno what’s its name.

wheee my new license has an up-to-date pic (i took the photo 2 days ago) of my pimply, panda-eyed face -.-

he sent Light flying across the room

unfortunately they were tied together by a metal chain so Light’s momentum propelled L to move along too so both of them tumbled over and crashed into a nearby sofa

LMAO

L dai suki des~~~

The above scenario was observed from episode 18 of Death Note, the anime.